- Bitter Christmas (2026)

Watched this as a sneak preview, meaning you watch a movie that is currently being released but don’t know in advance which one it will be.
The movie is about a writer who writes a screenplay about a writer writing a screenplay. Its main theme is the ethics of using real-life events as inspiration for stories, although it could also be interpreted more broadly as being applied to any creative process.
Here’s what I think: the screenplay within the screenplay is intentionally terrible. From the final dialogue, where someone criticizes the writer for it, it seems like the creators were fully aware of that. Just to name a few examples, the character Bonifacio is introduced but then nothing is ever done with him—he is simply forgotten for the rest of the movie. Something similar, but in reverse, happens with another character, Santi, who is introduced much later and also goes nowhere. Overall, the screenplay feels poorly written, lacks a clear point, and never develops into a complete narrative.
It seems like this was done intentionally so that the last ten minutes could become a discussion about how bad the screenplay is and how the writer became so obsessed with creating something meaningful that they ended up producing something terrible.
But that leaves me wondering: did I really need to watch over an hour of a bad movie just to make that point? You intentionally make 70% of the film bad, only to criticize it in the final ten minutes. That doesn’t make the earlier parts any more enjoyable.
Another issue is that almost all of the movie’s meaning is explained in the final dialogue. It feels like the film has to stop and tell the audience what it was trying to say instead of showing it naturally. “Show, don’t tell” exists for a reason. If your movie isn’t communicating its ideas well enough that you need a character to explain everything at the end, then something has gone wrong.
I liked the music selection.
5/10
- Existentialism: A Very Short Introduction

Personally, I wasn’t a fan. It’s too condensed, there’s simply too much content packed into too little time. By the end of the book, I came away with only a general sense of what the philosophers were about, most of which I already knew: individualism, freedom, choice, overcoming oneself, and similar themes.
The story about the French existentialist feud was entertaining, though. They all worked at the same literary magazine and constantly fought with each other because of their differing attitudes toward communism and anarchism. Meanwhile, Heidegger seemed to be watching from the sidelines, not even wanting to be called an existentialist. But that’s politics, who cares.
- Strange Darling (2024)

I liked the opening. Movie has some really cool shots. In general, it felt very cinematic, with great cinematography. I also liked the way it was split into chapters; it felt very Tarantino-esque. The music during the opening chase scene annoyed me, though, and the dialogue was rough. Tarantino wouldn’t have written dialogue this bad. If you ignore the dialogue, it’s a 9/10; with the dialogue included, I’d give it a 6/10.
- Philosophical Ramblings #16: On Philosophical Methods
I have some reservations about the overuse of strict logical arguments in philosophy, especially the common structure of “premise, premise, conclusion.” This approach works extremely well in mathematics, where the objects of reasoning are precisely defined and where symbols have fixed meanings. However, natural language does not work in this way.
Words do not have perfectly fixed definitions that exist independently of their use. Rather, we learn the meaning of words by participating in a linguistic community: by observing how words are used in different situations and by developing a network of associations connected to them. A word is therefore not like a mathematical symbol with a single precise meaning, but more like a cloud of related meanings, associations, and intuitions.
Because of this, philosophical arguments that rely too heavily on formal logical structures can sometimes become misleading. It is often easy to find an apparent flaw in an argument by taking one association of a word used in a premise and applying it in a way that goes against the intended direction of the argument. The problem is not necessarily that the argument is wrong, but that the word itself contains multiple overlapping meanings.
For example, morality can be understood both as something emotional and intuitive, connected to feelings such as empathy and guilt, and as something rational, connected to principles and reasoning. God can be understood both as a personal being with intentions and as an impersonal foundation of reality. Time can be understood both categorically, as a fundamental structure of reality, and relationally, as something dependent on observers and physical systems. Many philosophical disagreements arise because different sides emphasize different aspects of the same concept.
For this reason, I think philosophy should not rely only on constructing strict logical arguments. Language is not merely a tool for representing precisely defined concepts; it is also a tool for shaping perception. In this sense, language is perhaps closer to painting than to mathematics. A painter does not communicate by giving a strict definition of an object but by arranging colours and forms in a way that guides the viewer’s perception. Similarly, a philosopher often uses words not simply to transfer information but to direct attention toward a particular way of seeing the world.
Philosophical writing is therefore less like proving a mathematical theorem and more like creating a conceptual landscape. The goal is not always to move from premises toward a single unavoidable conclusion, but rather to guide the reader into a region of understanding where certain connections and insights become visible.
Just as a painter refines a painting by adjusting individual strokes until the overall image conveys what they intend, a philosopher refines language word by word until the meaning they want to express becomes clearer. The meaning does not arise from one isolated definition, but from the relationship between all the elements together.
- Philosophical Ramblings #15: Idealism and the Fragmented Mind
One major argument in favour of idealism concerns epistemology: all knowledge of the external world is mediated through our senses, which we know from experience can be mistaken. On the other hand, our knowledge of our own mind appears to be direct and immediate. Our mind therefore seems to occupy a privileged epistemological position. Based on this assumption, thinkers such as Schopenhauer, Bernardo Kastrup, and Philip Goff develop their respective versions of idealism.
However, I am somewhat suspicious of the claim that we have direct, unmediated access to our own mind. This is not yet a fully developed argument, but rather a stream of consciousness exploring an intuition. Some time ago, I read Why Buddhism Is True, which argues that the mind is not a unified entity but rather consists of many different modules, each with its own drives and goals. For example, there may be a module responsible for the desire to have children, another for hunger, another for achieving social status, and so on. These different modules can come into conflict with one another. When we repeatedly act according to the impulses of one module, that module becomes stronger.
If we adopt this picture of the mind, it becomes less obvious that there is a single unified entity to which we have privileged access. Instead, we have to ask: who or what exactly is the thing that supposedly has this direct access?
To develop this further, we can look at the famous experiments with split-brain patients. In these experiments, one hemisphere of the brain can be instructed to perform an action, and afterwards the other hemisphere is asked why the person performed that action. Surprisingly, the speaking hemisphere often does not answer “I don’t know”; instead, it appears to construct an explanation after the fact. One interpretation of this phenomenon, also suggested in Why Buddhism Is True, is that the ego functions partly as a kind of public relations system.
Humans have always lived in tribes and social groups, where it was important for others to understand and trust our behaviour. Someone who acts randomly is difficult to trust because if we cannot understand their reasons, we cannot predict whether they will follow plans, rules, social norms, morality, or any other framework. Furthermore, a narrative system that explains and justifies our actions can help convince others that our behaviour is reasonable and beneficial, thereby gaining their support.
With this in mind, if I think of a triangle, it is not necessarily the case that there is one unified entity to which the triangle simply appears. Rather, there may be many different cognitive modules, each with its own interests, contributing to how the triangle is interpreted. In other words, the idea that everything appearing in consciousness is directly accessed by a unified observer may be a very naive understanding of how the brain functions.
Instead, our conscious experience may emerge from many interacting feedback loops that continuously modify and reinterpret what enters awareness. There is not simply something that appears to us and is then directly known; rather, there is a constant process of interpretation and reconstruction. We can observe something similar when we consider how our perception of things changes depending on our mood or our current mental state. The same object can appear differently depending on which cognitive systems are dominant at a given moment—not necessarily in its raw visual appearance, though this would also be an interesting empirical question, but certainly in its meaning and significance.
Therefore, I think modern cognitive neuroscience challenges some forms of idealism—not because it proves materialism, or because one can naively claim that the success of science demonstrates that materialism must be true, but because the more we understand the complexity of the brain, the less plausible a simple, unified, transparent mind becomes. Instead, we discover that our minds are far more fragmented, dynamic, and constructed than traditional philosophical pictures often assume.