Trip Report: #01
October 10, 2025
Metadata
- Date: 10.10.2025
- Dosage: 75ug
- Duration:
- Intake: 15:00
- Peak: 17:30
- Offset: 20:00
- Special
- Masturbation before intake extends duration of post-orgasm and euphoria.
- Couldn’t sleep until 04:00, recommend intake in the morning.
- Not much visual effect, but very vivid imagination.
I am and, for as long as I can remember, I have always been a poor visualizer. Words, even the pregnant words of poets, do not evoke pictures in my mind. When I recall something, the memory does not present itself to me as a vividly seen event or object. […] This was the world—a poor thing but my own—which I expected to see transformed into something completely unlike itself.
The change which actually took place in that world was in no sense revolutionary. […] But at no time were there faces or forms of men or animals. I saw no landscapes, no enormous spaces, no magical growth and metamorphosis of buildings, nothing remotely like a drama or a parable.
~ Door of Perception
In other words
He too expected the “psychedelic” to be a purely visual revolution, but instead found the transformation to be primarily qualitative. It points to how the psychedelic experience isn’t reducible to sense phenomena; it’s more about the mode of disclosure, the way Being presents itself.